haiz..recently so many things happen...everyday, every night like so happening...i feel that woman have to be independent..and i think i always do... i hope so..hahaha!! suddenly i feel that the "wall" that i build is even higher now..just gonna protect myself and love myself even more!!!  :))) and i admire diana ser!! HAHA! ya super random....she is pro ok!! salute!!! i cried today while watching the show that she host, abt her children....gan dong ah!! i pull tissue paper like 3 times...mother is always the very wei da one!! i hope i can be like her..being so wei da....haiz..nxt time if i am a mother..donoe wad will it be like..either my children rot together with me..evyday watch drama or i will traiin them like they are in army...hahaha.. ok i really cnt slp, dats y i m toking nonsence here.... ok then wad will my hse be like...erm erm..i like studio apartments, small, cosy, classy! i want to live at like 80 floor high..evyday breathe fresh air..evy night look at e other tall buildings arnd me..wah shuang!! and most imptly live alone, nobody kaciao..like evy night the time i spent before i slp..ai si le!! FREEDOM!